Companies have been retrenching left right centre.
Tears, shrugs of feigned indifference, complaints, disbelief... I've seen it all. My company even made headlines with laying off 1000 employees (out of 60,000) just this year. Worst of them all is endless worry of the unknown. "Could I be the next one?"
Me being optimistic (and probably taking things for granted) as always, don't feel it, but I can definitely see the dark cloud of apprehension blocking out the rays of ease and security from the people around me. I see co-workers physically jump when they hear of layoffs. I hear deep sighs from those who have had to deliver the bad news. I laugh uneasy laughs when jokes about how our department are done laying off "for today"... I get frustrated when hearing perfectly capable people suddenly doubt their ability to contribute to the corporate, trying to access and reaccess their current position and past achievements.
Look ahead... Bad economy or not, we've always been on our own. When things were going well and companies were fat, we could hide amongst its fertile land of excess. When things are rocky, we are exposed. We are still same as we've always been. The same capable, hardworking pair of hands that plucked the fruits of labour in one land, can very well do so in the next. Of course, you might need to get used to the different vegetations, you might not like the new terrain. It might be some time before someone else lets you set foot on theirs, and you might need to compromise on your returns. But it remains that in order to succeed, you have to think that yes, you can, and you must. Just like a ... cockroach. A weed. They are survivors..
Which reminds me of a Chinese poem (cheesy lol). Ye huo shao bu jin, Chun feng chui you sheng. Loosely translated: The wild fire can't burn them all, and once the breeze in springtime comes around, they grow again. (sorry, doesn't sound so poetic after my substandard translation) Weeds.. (and my Canadian friends, I mean the wild grass that nobody plants but grow everywhere anyway, not the stuff that you stick in your brownies for dessert ;) ) Weeds are fighters.
Well, maybe I'll need this blog entry myself sometime in the future, who knows. Chin up.